so i didnt get to talk about it the day it happened cuz i was too busy wincing in pain and vomiting nothing but i went to work with really bad period cramps and obviously i didnt go there with me having bad cramps i felt completely fine prior hence why i still went but my fuckass manager/employer or whatever over here talking about how i was wasting her time/screwing her over. and alongisde some other coworker of mine who i also dont like was over here STILL expecting me to clock in like... do you not see me loudly groaning in pain and struggling to stand up?

but uh i was like nah im going home and she was all like "kay well dont expect to work on tuesday" and im like. am i. supposed to be threatned by that? you barely give me hours anyways, i only work 3 days a week!!!. i honestly wish i told her to fuck off but i was in so much pain that i couldnt process a single fucking emotion. in any other setting i wouldve been crying or embarrassed after but lol so much couldnt even bother to think about any of that.

i think it also has to do with the fact that im not surprised by her reaction. like oh my gosh... managers dont actually care about you and will rip you to shreds if you inconvience them in some way??? damn....

its literally whatever. im not planning on working at this stupid job for the rest of my life anyways.